I was not, pardon me, I am not good at expressing my love towards anyone at times, even to my family members.
It is not because I don't love them wholeheartedly, in fact, it can never be enough.Father's Day is just around the corner, he's been...... a pillar to us for 21 years.
All this while, I had been taking things for granted, including the love he gave me.
I call him dad, pa, daddy, diii... and he calls me JieJie. =p
Practically this is the type of "conversation" between us.
I was very quiet when he chauffeured me to tuition and arts classes, I never had the initiative to talk to him.
I never had the intention to ask his permission regarding any matters, because I knew the answer would be: ask mommy's opinion.
Until......
During the period when he was working in china on his own, I missed him so much and honestly I was blaming myself all the time. I am sure I will be much appreciative to him after all the rocky days I have been through without him.
Here comes my dad.