I Guess, It's A Sign

Up to recent, due to the Infectious A H1N1, most of the Gakkai Activities and my dance practices have been canceled. So, I am now being all worried about the built muscle from past practices will just turn into lumps of FATs, again. *shakes head

On the other hand, more time is allocated for my leisure activities: origami, comics, books, outings, movies......

Currently undergoing industrial training in a Pilot Plant company, something I have never thought I would dealt with: Programmable Logical Control.
Albeit I'm a chemical eng. student, but I'm ended up in an EE company. It's lucky that I have not chosen my major yet, while Process Control is one of the subjects for next semester's syllabus. ; )
I can't expect much, I just hope that everything will be just fine and I shall pull through the 3 months doubtlessly. And you guys out there, be all alert when you're working, especially for those in chemical plants. =)

The industrial training has given me doubled, tripled TROUBLES during the application process. Much of the hurdles, I finally got 3 offers by 29th of Sept, 2 days apart from the commencement of training. Got the feel of: Phew ~ right? Hehe. XD

I guess, it's a sign for me to buck up and get prepared to face challenges after my graduation.

Industrial training applications turned out pretty troublesome; I couldn't imagine the stress and tense that I'm gonna get when I have to hunt for a job in the near future.

My working hour isn't fix. IT IS a total sucks. =(

Year 3 Sem 1

Hola Pepos......

I have been disappeared for quite some time I know. Don't blame me alright, I have not much time left for rantings and complaining these days. =p

Parents are back, my family is back to "normal", in the sense that I get to see my parents once a week at least, no longer have to get fair priced air-ticket to see them. Its wonderful in a way. =)

Talking about parents flying back here from China, I've got the chance to visit Beijing just before everything in dad's house (Yang Zhou) is couriered back to Malaysia.
Just a quick update because I gotta run already.
Dear peeps, muh finals is just around the corner, the first paper falls on tomorrow. Pray hard that this semester's paper will not give me a heart attack.

Love,
Mintz.

我是我

如果我们对自己、别人、未来，有着太高的期望和预设，那么我们必须有心理准备，去接受事情不如预期般完美，必须学会承受失败的冲击。

我对自己有着非比寻常的要求，以为只要自己付出努力与热情，所有事物就能有如愿的回酬.

有人说：“顺应生命的旅程吧，所谓对事物的理想也只不过是个指标罢了。”

乍听之下，有些丧失了生命的斗志似的。

但是我想，抱着这样的心态未免是件坏事，因为这样至少可以避免一些不必要的失望，挽回少许的自信心。

我轻抚自己的良心，知道它依旧存在。

天生敏感又感性的我，对于许多事物都会感触良多。

我的家人、朋友、甚至视我为敌的人，时时刻刻都在影响我的情绪和思路。

心中的呐喊，自己可能再也没有办法应和。

「如何变得勇敢、变得坚强、变得自信……

如何成为一位我观我心，我走我路的人…

面对流言蜚语只需一笑置之、面对逆境就鼓起勇气挑战，不会有半点迟疑。」

不，我本来就拥有这样的特质，只是我在长达21年的岁月中所面对的事物已经将它们一一侵蚀……

如何呼唤它们再次回到我的内心世界才是关键所在。

在我好友的分析之下，提醒我“天时、地利、人和”所扮演的角色。

回头探了探，想了想…… 的确没错，有好多事物都发生在错误的时间。

太早碰上了所谓的际遇、所谓的挑战、所谓的爱情……

这也许是太年幼时碰到钉子的后果……

曾几何时，脑海里堆积了负面的想法，但还好，我还是清楚地回想起自己的人生目标，重新鼓起冲劲来面对真实的人生，因为我还有家人与朋友，我并不孤单。

你的陪伴，你的赞美……

为我加油打气、打了强心针的朋友、谢谢你们。

我，依旧是我。

Specially Dedicated to U.

I was not, pardon me, I am not good at expressing my love towards anyone at times, even to my family members.

It is not because I don't love them wholeheartedly, in fact, it can never be enough.

Father's Day is just around the corner, he's been...... a pillar to us for 21 years.
All this while, I had been taking things for granted, including the love he gave me.

I call him dad, pa, daddy, diii... and he calls me JieJie. =p
Practically this is the type of "conversation" between us.
I was very quiet when he chauffeured me to tuition and arts classes, I never had the initiative to talk to him.
I never had the intention to ask his permission regarding any matters, because I knew the answer would be: ask mommy's opinion.

Until......

During the period when he was working in china on his own, I missed him so much and honestly I was blaming myself all the time. I am sure I will be much appreciative to him after all the rocky days I have been through without him.

Here comes my dad.

This is my mom and dad.
One word: cute.

This is one of the most precious pictures ever.

Daddy and I.

People ! Love your papas while he is still with you !
xoxo

Exam

It's finals ... Don't stress out. If you do, watch this:

I'm hooked to hip-hop ? Not really. I just like to watch the movement and their body languages.
Enjoy.



By the way, all the best peeps !