Year 2010

It will be a brand new year, another step further in the journey of life, and another means of heavier pressure on the studies in a semester to come.Such a whiner eh ......

As for the year of 2010, I just hope things don't get out of hands.There were too much of changes happened in the year of 2009, don't want to bore you to death my friends ! *teehee

Just some pictures la okay. =)

2009
#1 21st Bday Celebration

The Course mates.

The house-madS =p

The secondary buddies. =)

#2 Ipod Shuffle as my sister's birthday present.



#3 Parents are back.



#3 Good buddies and you.


As for 2010 ....

#1: Wanted to get a new pair of good shades for myself, but it is kinda expensive. So, maybe I should drool over it, and get over it. *Ha-haa

#2 Have a getaway escapade to Singapore.

And yada-yada, the list continues ......

Anyhow, HAPPY 2010 my dear friends. See you around. =)

X'mas

Mr. Snowman (Must it be a Mr. ?)

Anyhow, I heart X'mas Season. =)
The joy, fun, warmth...

Well, it's what I feel at least. =p

Dear Santa, I don't want prezzie ...but...
I wish to gain more wisdom, I wish to grow wiser and wiser.
Can I ? *please ~ XD

Drench in the joy and have fun people !

xoxo

I Guess, It's A Sign

Up to recent, due to the Infectious A H1N1, most of the Gakkai Activities and my dance practices have been canceled. So, I am now being all worried about the built muscle from past practices will just turn into lumps of FATs, again. *shakes head

On the other hand, more time is allocated for my leisure activities: origami, comics, books, outings, movies......

Currently undergoing industrial training in a Pilot Plant company, something I have never thought I would dealt with: Programmable Logical Control.
Albeit I'm a chemical eng. student, but I'm ended up in an EE company. It's lucky that I have not chosen my major yet, while Process Control is one of the subjects for next semester's syllabus. ; )
I can't expect much, I just hope that everything will be just fine and I shall pull through the 3 months doubtlessly. And you guys out there, be all alert when you're working, especially for those in chemical plants. =)

The industrial training has given me doubled, tripled TROUBLES during the application process. Much of the hurdles, I finally got 3 offers by 29th of Sept, 2 days apart from the commencement of training. Got the feel of: Phew ~ right? Hehe. XD

I guess, it's a sign for me to buck up and get prepared to face challenges after my graduation.

Industrial training applications turned out pretty troublesome; I couldn't imagine the stress and tense that I'm gonna get when I have to hunt for a job in the near future.

My working hour isn't fix. IT IS a total sucks. =(

Year 3 Sem 1

Hola Pepos......

I have been disappeared for quite some time I know. Don't blame me alright, I have not much time left for rantings and complaining these days. =p

Parents are back, my family is back to "normal", in the sense that I get to see my parents once a week at least, no longer have to get fair priced air-ticket to see them. Its wonderful in a way. =)

Talking about parents flying back here from China, I've got the chance to visit Beijing just before everything in dad's house (Yang Zhou) is couriered back to Malaysia.
Just a quick update because I gotta run already.
Dear peeps, muh finals is just around the corner, the first paper falls on tomorrow. Pray hard that this semester's paper will not give me a heart attack.

Love,
Mintz.

我是我

如果我们对自己、别人、未来，有着太高的期望和预设，那么我们必须有心理准备，去接受事情不如预期般完美，必须学会承受失败的冲击。

我对自己有着非比寻常的要求，以为只要自己付出努力与热情，所有事物就能有如愿的回酬.

有人说：“顺应生命的旅程吧，所谓对事物的理想也只不过是个指标罢了。”

乍听之下，有些丧失了生命的斗志似的。

但是我想，抱着这样的心态未免是件坏事，因为这样至少可以避免一些不必要的失望，挽回少许的自信心。

我轻抚自己的良心，知道它依旧存在。

天生敏感又感性的我，对于许多事物都会感触良多。

我的家人、朋友、甚至视我为敌的人，时时刻刻都在影响我的情绪和思路。

心中的呐喊，自己可能再也没有办法应和。

「如何变得勇敢、变得坚强、变得自信……

如何成为一位我观我心，我走我路的人…

面对流言蜚语只需一笑置之、面对逆境就鼓起勇气挑战，不会有半点迟疑。」

不，我本来就拥有这样的特质，只是我在长达21年的岁月中所面对的事物已经将它们一一侵蚀……

如何呼唤它们再次回到我的内心世界才是关键所在。

在我好友的分析之下，提醒我“天时、地利、人和”所扮演的角色。

回头探了探，想了想…… 的确没错，有好多事物都发生在错误的时间。

太早碰上了所谓的际遇、所谓的挑战、所谓的爱情……

这也许是太年幼时碰到钉子的后果……

曾几何时，脑海里堆积了负面的想法，但还好，我还是清楚地回想起自己的人生目标，重新鼓起冲劲来面对真实的人生，因为我还有家人与朋友，我并不孤单。

你的陪伴，你的赞美……

为我加油打气、打了强心针的朋友、谢谢你们。

我，依旧是我。

Specially Dedicated to U.

I was not, pardon me, I am not good at expressing my love towards anyone at times, even to my family members.

It is not because I don't love them wholeheartedly, in fact, it can never be enough.

Father's Day is just around the corner, he's been...... a pillar to us for 21 years.
All this while, I had been taking things for granted, including the love he gave me.

I call him dad, pa, daddy, diii... and he calls me JieJie. =p
Practically this is the type of "conversation" between us.
I was very quiet when he chauffeured me to tuition and arts classes, I never had the initiative to talk to him.
I never had the intention to ask his permission regarding any matters, because I knew the answer would be: ask mommy's opinion.

Until......

During the period when he was working in china on his own, I missed him so much and honestly I was blaming myself all the time. I am sure I will be much appreciative to him after all the rocky days I have been through without him.

Here comes my dad.

This is my mom and dad.
One word: cute.

This is one of the most precious pictures ever.

Daddy and I.

People ! Love your papas while he is still with you !
xoxo

Exam

It's finals ... Don't stress out. If you do, watch this:

I'm hooked to hip-hop ? Not really. I just like to watch the movement and their body languages.
Enjoy.



By the way, all the best peeps !

想念

假洒脱，无可奈何。

回想过去，我才黯然发现妈妈替我们撑了大半个天。

除了想念，还是想念。
正在倒数可以见到父母亲的日子。

可是，拿起日历，算了算我在他们身边的的日子，顿时叹了口气，抱怨为什么如此短暂。
我又再想，到了离开的那一刻，我可以忍住泪水吗？

我不知道，也不敢想象。

R- Reunion Rocks !

Let me begin with a picture of:

The R-committee members. =)

It was a first and ever R-Reunion organized by Academy-R. It was held at Dusun Eco, Pahang on 21st and 22nd of February. It was and it is still a breakthrough, the best kick-off for the year 2009, for all of our members to march forward and to embrace stronger faith and determination in life, and create unbreakable bonds between seniors and juniors of Acad-R.

It was inevitably memorable, precious experience for me to be able to contribute in the preparation, and performance as well. I still remember vividly, how I tried to refuse the PIC of this event, simply because I don't have the confidence in performing. And of course, the transition period, I was not prepared, I did convinced myself with this lame excuse.

Performance ? Let the picture do the talking.

suppose-to-be angelic character.
some simple contemporary dance. =p

I was glad that I finally had the courage to dance. It's been ages since I last dance, since... standard 6 ? ;) I don't know why, maybe due to low self-esteem or something. But it's a past and I'm about to dance again.

The family of R.

I shall continue with the details regarding R-Reunion in the next post. Pictures are not organized yet and it's time for me to write articles for the R-Newsletter.
p/s: I don't wanna get slaughtered by the editor=p.

Some Updates ...

"Eww ... eww, Can you clear the spider-web around here? Have this blog gone rotten? Why don't you update your blog? I thought you've gone elsewhere, God knows where but its certainly a place without connection and bla bla bla ......"

Ok, my dear friends, I'd finally published a post to prove my existence.

Just a quick update, my parents flew to China for exactly one month. Yes, my parents. Mom left to China together with dad a week after CNY.

So I have loads of responsibilites despite of just being a full-timed student. I wasn't so sure about my mom's departure at this stage could do me good or not, but still, I know its the best solution yet for my family. = )

Mom and dad in ZhongShanLingYuan (NanJing)

For those who'd never met my parents, my dad actually shedded pounds after he left home for several months. It's unfair for my dad if he'd to stay there alone without mom by his side. As for me, although my mom is my best friend and the best counselor, the best cook, the best maid (with me as her best helper) and so on, I think I can pull it through.

I cried, when I saw families. I miss family outings. I certainly hope for an "impossible" miracle to have my family to celebrate my 21st Birthday. Transition period is what I'm facing, but it's just in the matter of time for me to adapt to new circumstances.

p/s: Lots of blessing and love to dad, mom and sis. I miss you'll very much. =)